Well I haven't posted in forever....and I can say that it has been crazy around this place for the past little while. I have been busy with the biggest loser competition (and I am not doing that great), Marc from Denmark was sent home early for being a turd, constant family crisis (but I try to just ignore it), and just basic life happening all at once :)
As for me....I am getting to that point in my year that I am reflecting about what it has been
like to host Maria. Of course, as with every one of my kids, I thought she hated me. I know
it is pretty bad when at my age I still get nervous about people liking me :). I am finding that
every year it is getting harder and harder to say goodbye. I really grow to love each one in
so many different ways. Maria is very direct, and I love that about her. She is going places and
even if she thinks that she is shy and reserved, she will never be taken advantage of. She tells
you like it is. :) She is lots of fun and I love hearing her laugh...even if it is at nothing :)
I will miss her deeply. I know that she is very excited to return to her family, but she did what she came here to do...she gained a second family here with us. She said that she has learned many things about herself, and that she was happy to join our family after all. She said that she knows that she has changed a bit because I made her do things...like talking and getting out with friends...When she told me that....wow....I don't think she even knows what that meant to me. It makes opening my heart, my family and my home worth everything. My life changes so much that I don't think that any of my kids know what they have meant to me :).....They are my kids, and I have spent 10 months out of their lives...watching them grow into independant people. I love each and every one of them. I'm gonna cry when she leaves. :' )






